Issues

I really think I have a problem! Everyday I wake up and think today is going to be the day I truely do this then by the end of the day I've failed.....I can't even keep up a program for a week! Been looking seriously at surgery, but if the insurance doens't cover it there's no way I can pay for it.....Like $25,000.....wow! Never realized how expensive it is!

The Weekend Sucked

Well, I totally blew everything this weekend. I didn't get in my workouts and ate unhealthy! I just got off the phone with a friend who is over weight and she is going to do the gastric bypass surgery. I just can't take that route...I've gotta get myself together and lose weight. I have to stick to this. I am going to try again tomorrow to get back on the right path.

Day 3

Well, today wasn't a work out day, but I still did good with what I ate. I found some light bread that is like 1/2 the calories so it makes my sandwiches less calories. I also tried out those 100 calorie packages of chips, which are nice because they're pre packaged, so I don't have to worry about overdoing it!

Day 2 Evening

Let's see I made spaghetti and garlic bread for dinner. I had only one slice of the garlic bread. Right after dinner I brushed my teeth, so I wouldn't be tempted to snack. I already made my lunch for tomorrow so I should be able to stick it out another day. I work tomorrow, so no work out...yea...I hate working out, if that's what you want to call what I do!

Thanks for the words Vania! I figure if a lot of people know what I'm doing that can only help make me want to be successful!

Day 2

Well, so far so good. Once again, I had 2 pieces of toast with butter, a slice of fat free cheese and 3 slices of thin turkey for breakfast and a glass of water. I got on the Elliptical for 10 minutes, did 100 setups and did 2 reps of 10 of 3 different upper body free weights. For lunch I had a FF Bologna and Cheese Sandwich with mustard and some FF pringles with a Diet DP. I had a Sugar Free Fudgecicle for a sanck this afternoon.

Day 1 End of Day

Well, I made it through one day. I had a frozen Southbeach Pepperoni Pizza for lunch with a Diet Dr. Pepper. After doing some running around I had a Sugar Free popcicle. For dinner I had mashed potatoes, green beans, meatballs with gravy and a diet DP. Not the healthiest meal, but I ate smart. I didn't over due it. I've already brushed my teath, so that's it for the night. See ya tomorrow.

Day 1 Morning

Well, the day has started off good. I had 2 pieces of toast with butter, a slice of fat free cheese and 3 slices of thin turkey for breakfast and a glass of water. I got on the Elliptical for 10 minutes, did 100 setups and did 2 reps of 10 of 3 different upper body free weights. We'll see how the rest of the day goes.....

The Journey Begins

I've decided tomorrow is the day. I've got to do something. At 287.3 lbs I can't keep going up. We'll see how long I can last.