Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Obsessed

OK, so it's been a while since I posted, I've discovered facebook is easier, although I don't discuss WLS on there b/c a lot of people don't know I had it done and feel like it isn't the place to "justify" myself. That's why I come here, where people who read have been there and understand. So, I title this post obsessed. I'm starting to think I'm obsessed with myself. I love having my picture taken and I love looking at myself in the photos. Is that crazy? I just got back from Texas and uploaded my pics onto my computer and I kept going to the ones that had me in them! LOL. I actually look good. Sometimes it's still hard to believe I look how I look. Anyways, I got on the scale this morning, and I weighted 147, which is good. I really want to start getting serious about the arm surgery. It is $6,000 and I don't have that just laying around, but I've decided that first Ihave to get to 137 which was my all time low after surgery. Once I get there, I think I'm going to ask my grandparents for a $10,000 bond that they have for me. They had mentioned a while back I could have it for the surgery if I wanted but I wasn't sure. I am just so self conscious of my arms. When we were in Texas we went to some friends to swim and we were playing volleyball in the pool. I just felt so bad about myself. I don't mind my boobs and tummy but my arms just aren't as easily hidden! Anyways, nothing new here, hard to believe school will be starting in less than a month. Don't know where the summer went.

26 comments:

Susy said...

Hell ya you look good. The new pic on your blog here is great.

LOL on the FB and photos obsession. I do it and think who is that girl? I change my FB pic every other week, maybe more. LOL Speaking...think I'll go do that.

Great job! Proud of you Amber.

Teri said...

Wow the new pic looks great!
Glad my trip to Texas only took a little over 4 hours in the rain, pouring rain in some places ugh!
I need to find me a picture taker so I can post new pics. I'm down 77 now yippee!

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Looking good in the pics.

Yasmine Smith said...

Hmm, in your case, it's not a crazy thing as you think. Looking at your body last July 2009 and imagining your body now, you have gone a very long way! It doesn't matter if you can't hide your arms; what is important is that you don't need to hide your tummy anymore. :)

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