Talking About Nothing

Nothing new going on, just felt like blogging. So I discovered a sugar free protein bar that doesn't taste too bad but is a little pricey. It's the Think Thin Bar.

Weight: 2.1oz
Protein: 20g
Calories: 240
Fat Calories: 80
Fat 8g
Carbs 26g
Sugar: ZERO!!

I got the Chunky Peanutbutter and it was pretty good. I think it was $1.69 for 1 bar and I got it at Target. They had chocolate chip but I only wanted to buy 1 to try it. I love that it's sugar free and the 20g of protein. Think I'll go pick up a few more. Even if I could eat them every other day for breakfast. I took me about an hour and a half to eat it. I'm totally stalled with my weight. I'm up and down and all over the map between 142 and 147. One day I'm low and the next I'm high, I don't get how your weight can fluctuate that much over a 24 hour period. I'm eating like crap too. I'm working on it but gosh, it is just so hard. I've worked out the last 2 days in a row. Done 1 mile on the ellipticle at a 20 on the ramp and a 1 on resistance. I've also done situps to try and tone up my tummy.

I also started using that sunless tanning lotion to try and darken up my legs before the event on the 25th. I've checked with a few friends and been told bare legs is the way to go. So now I need a tan! I'm hoping the working out will help with the weight. I really want to be around 135. I read that and think what the hell am I thinking. I don't want to be obssessed with my weight and I'm not, I don't think. I'm perfectly happy with where I am but I think the thing is that for 13 months now every month the scale has gone down and now it's not and I know that it shouldn't but after losing a little everymonth you just come to expect it.

I'm watching Tyra right now about plastic surgeries gone wrong. Talk about scaring the hell out of you and making you question having that done! I think I'd be happy to just have my arms done. Originally I said, tummy, arms, boobs, but really I would be happy just to have my arms done. I want to wear a tank top and not have floppy arms. My boobs look great in a bra and my husband is ok with them looking like tube socks, and my tummy isn't too too bad, looks no worse than someone who had a baby and hey, I had two so that solves that problem! Anyways, I'm rambling, gonna go for now!

First of The Month Weight In

142.3
That's a total of 164.7lbs lost in 1 year 1 month and 20 days

Eating is still bad. Have to get my head on straight. Love belly dancing class though. It is quite a workout. Think I'm going to skip Jazzercise. The more and more I think about it, I enjoyed the one class I did, but I don't know if I'd go enought to justify spending that money every month. Wish my dad would hurry up and move out here then I could just work out with him in his home gym. Time will tell. Even if I'd just use the dumb ellipticle a few times a week. I want to get a trailer for my bike so this spring we can start bike riding. I have an awesome super nice bike that I've been on like three times and have had it for like 5 years. Sad. Anyways, off to open play at a gym class for Athena.

Absolutely Terrible Eating

OMG, what the heck is wrong with me??? I ate like crap today, total crap! My husband, sweet as he is bought me 2 boxes of the purple box girl scout cookies. He knows I like them and actually really had to search around to find them for me. I ate 10 cookies throughout the day. Seriously, what the hell is wrong with me? It's like I want to get back to 300lbs. Then I stuffed a ton of cheeze its in my mouth. I look at my life and can't figure out what is causing my eating the way I do. I'm happy, no issues that I know of. Just don't know what is making me do the dumb things I do. I bought Boca Burgers and CIB, so I have to get back on track. Want to get down to 135 by the end of February for the party on the 25th!

Size 6 Jeans

So, my size 8 CK jeans are a little saggy in the rear, so while at Sams today I checked out the selection to see what they had. I picked up a size 6 CK jeans. They're tight, but I can get them on. I figured after wearing them for a while they'll stretch out. I tried on the dress again and it's still tight, but it looks so good. I found some cute shoes to go with it. OK, QUESTION for all you fashion ladies......(I'm clueless). The dress is knee length and the shoes I bought are a strappy open toed shoe. Do I wear pantyhose with it? Do they even make any without the seam at the toe? I need help because I really have no idea! My dad is still here, he leaves Tuesday then maybe I can get back on schedule. My eating hasn't been too good and I haven't worked out other than belly dance on Thursday. Gotta get to 140 by the 25th of February for the dinner party we have to attend. Hope everyone is having a great weekend!

Jazzercise

Well, I did it. I went to a Jazzercise class yesterday. I must say, it was really tough, but I enjoyed it and felt like I really got a work out. The teacher was super nice and came over to talk to me before the class started. there were about 12 women in the class. It was 1 hour non-stop! Really think I'm going to join up and go at least 3 times a week. Athena had a blast in the kids class, she hugged me and took off never looking back. It's great for her to be away from me and around other kids and an adult for a little bit. Tonight is belly dancing class again. I'm so sore from yesterday I'll probably die tonight!

Taking A Break

Well, the last week has been totally crazy! My grandparents got here Tuesday night and moved into their new house yesterday. I've been running non-stop. It is a lot of work having 2 elderly people living with you but I am so happy we were able to have them here for a week before they got into their new home. I've been over there everyday unpacking boxes and getting things moved around. My dad gets here Saturday to help, so I'm not really putting furniture in "permanent" places, as he'll just come and move it! I went and got them groceries yesterday then went over today and unpacked 3 boxes and met with the sales person from the blind company to get that all ordered, then took my grandfather to the post office to get the mail box keys. I really had good intentions of starting jazzercise this week, but that's just not going to happen. I'm thinking maybe tomorrow I can go to a class, since I told my grandmother maybe tomorrow I'd take the day "off". Hopefully I can go, I'm so excited to go. I started my belly dancing class last Thursday (I almost forgot about it). I LOVE it! It was a lot of fun and the music was really good. My arms and stomach hurt so bad the next day. I wish it was more than once a week, but like I said if I start the jazzercise that'll be fun! Anyways, got on the scale this morning and I was sitting at 144.1, so that was good. Nothing else new to report that I can think of for now!